So tonight I did a thing, a crazy crazy thing. It’s now 1:30am, I’m sitting in my car preparing to sneak onto my house grinning ear to ear. Tonight I showed up unannounced and uninvited to party at a house that I’ve never been to before. I was shown a post online that a group of friends that I’ve not hung out with since my early 20’s were all getting together, I’ve seen a couple of them in passing however have not had more then a 3 minute conversation with any of them in nearly 10 years. I don’t know what got into me, I got dressed up bought some birthday flowers and with sweaty pits and shaky hands I knocked on the door. They nearly died when I walked in, I don’t know if I’ve been hugged so many times in one night in my life. It was so fun to see people I used to spend every weekend with, I can’t believe I did that. Lots of things have changed, lots of things didn’t. It’s felt like a lifetime since I’ve had confidence or desire to do random crazy things. I don’t know who this person is that I’m becoming, but I think I like it.
I’m so ready to start my journey! My name is Charlot and I’m 21. I’m planning to have my surgery in MX in January. I’ve been fat my entire life, done all the diets and workouts and just been disappointed. I’m determined to see what a slim me would look like and I refuse to tip the scales any further