So.... God has tought me that i shouldnt carry hate in my heart. But right now.... I have hate and anger and alot of really bad things going on towards a couple people. The things i think and imagine id like to happen to these few horrible people would if actually happen would either a.) Give me death pentalty or life in prison.
B.) Put me into an insane asylum for life
Im sure there is a C. But thats all i got for the moment. Im normally the one who doesnt speak much and hold too many things in not letting people know they've hurt me, and doesn't like confrontations and most definitely dont want to hurt anyone..... Point bein... IVE HAD ENOUGH!!! My family.... Life and several other things are being toyed with by someone let us pulralize this a few people... Are trying to manipulate my life and make it their personal business to be in.. Trying jeopardize what i have going for me. Making this time of the year tht much harder for myself and my daughter.
The way i see it.... If you are that miserable with your own life why go trying to mess with someone elses. Because let me find out... I dont want to be that guy. I dont want to be the one the brings down the hammer and makes it all stop. But by God if i have to i will. Anyone who messes with my family. Meaning MADALYN N OF COURSE HER GRAMMA DENISA I DONT CARE HOW MAD YOU ARE. DONT TAKE IT TO MY FAMILYS HOME. COME TO ME. BE A WOMAN. QUIT MAKIN UP LIES TO MAKE U LOOK PERFECT. WHEN U LIVE IN A GLASS THEM STONES DONT FORGET. IM AT MY WITS END WITH ALL OF IT AND THIS CAN END 2 WAYS AND I PRAY ITS THE GOOD WAY. I really dont want it to end the wrong way ..... Xoxoco now u know who u all are. Ive been ready and every single day i pray for guidance. The longer i go without speaking to my family.... Is one more day i have TO Pray hadrer and harder on what im NOT GOING TO DO.