Afterwards, when we were done, paradise- comaed and woken, we lie a long time looking at each other. Atleast, I was. I do not know what he sees, but I see eyes of surpassing tenderness and calm, a calm like the dignity of matter. I love the open darkness of his iris, I love the curve of it against the white, that curve the sight of what has caused me to come, when he’s quite still, deep inside me. I have never seen a curve like that, except the earth from outer space. I don’t know where he got his kindness without self-regard, almost without self, and yet he chose to prerend cold hearted. By knowing him, I get to know the purity of the animal which mates for life. Sometimes he is slightly smiling, but mostly he just gazes at me gazing, his entire face lit. I love to see it change if I cry–there is no worry, no pity, no graver radiance. If we are on our backs, side by side, with our faces turned fully to face each other, I can hear a tear from my lower eye hit the sheet, as if it is an early day on earth, and then the upper eye’s tears braid and sluice down through the lower eyebrow like the invention of farmimg, irrigation, a non-nomadic people. I am so lucky that I can know him. This is the only way to know him. When I see him, he is still looking at me, as if he is eternal. For an hour we would talk, and slowly I know that though we are sated, though we are hardly touching, this is the coming the other coming brought me to the edge of–I am entering, deeper and deeper, gaze by gaze, this place beyond the other places, beyond the body itself, we are making love and it seemd like a cure. But, he denies to give it to me. #write #writing #spree #qotd #instagood #writer #faraway #jmstorm #instapic #tryingtowrite #love #passion #makinglove #lovequotes #instaquotes #poems #poemporn
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