Plum Tart by Anxiety Alex .
I needed to use a bunch of plums that was given to me by my neighbour last week. The plums are fresh from a farm in Bridgetown WA and are super delicious. I can’t wait to surprise my neighbour with this tart tonight.
please help validate this statement because my support system believes that I'm subconsciously making suicidal thoughts, acting on behaviors, not talking about my feelings, talking about my feelings, just sitting in silence, to gain attention and I literally just want to stay in bed all day if everything I do is considered for attention but guess what... staying in bed all day would also be considered attention seeking I'm sure.. WHY CANT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS. MY DISORDER WANTS ME TO BE LIKE THIS. AND I AM NOT TRYING TO SEEK ATTENTION IN THIS WAY. I HAVE MENTAL ISSUES THAT I CANT CHOOSE TO NOT HAVE. DONT TELL ME EVERYTHING I DO IS ATTENTION SEEKING. NOW ALL I WANT TO DO IS ISOLATE EVEN MORE. I'm in a rough funk and I wanted this account to be positive but this is reality soooo stay strong, warriors