My studio buddy. I was lucky enough to find the world's sweetest #doodle at my local Humane Society. I was supposed to be adopting a pug from a woman who could know longer care for her dog. An hour before I was supposed to pick him up the woman changed her mind. Needless to say my 8 year old was heartbroken. We decided to check out the shelter just to take a look and we came across this old lady. She is the sweetest, snuggliest and often stinkiest little mama.
This is a hugely massive deal for me to put out there but here goes! January 2018- now! I’ve lost about 20lbs but I’m quite sure I have gained muscle as well. No where near where I want to be, but getting there slowly! I really let myself go towards the end of last year and I HATED my body. I absolutely love food, I often think it would be so easy for me just to eat my way through life and be the size of a small rhino, but I also LOVE keeping fit and being healthy. I love working out (I workout everyday) and I love the feeling of being healthy. Having said that, sometimes it feels like a constant battle, and it’s so hard scrolling through Instagram and seeing all these “perfect” girls knowing I will probably never look like that! It’s a mental battle as much as a physical one and I still don’t have the balance completely right. BUT I’m heading in the right direction and that’s all that matters... wobbly bits and all! Another 20lbs to go!