Tomorrow I have an assessment center (Idk if you say it like this?) and I am more than nervous.
Would like to smoke a spliff and will probably do so but that means my bf gettong angry with me.
Sometimes I smoke daily and sometimes I don't for weeks. So he discusses everytime with me when it gets more often again. But usually there is no other reason than "bc I can". Only today it's bc I am nervous as fuck.
Tbh I would like to call them to say I won't be there. But I really would like to be a nurse one day! Seriously - that would be super awesome. So I will try my best when it's not enough it's ok though.
Ate a lot today. Nothing new. No candies so far though.