I can't imagine them as a couple in todays world! I still think them sharing 4 years of their lives is my video downloader is not working atm so I hope I can fix that soon so I'm able to post all the vids again
12 hours ago
Today I (Antonia) threw out all my make up that I haven't been using in 6 years! About 15 lipsticks and lip glosses, eye shadow palettes, eyeliner, mascara, lip liners, lashes, concealer, highlighters, lose powder and just all that crap that 6 years ago I thought I couldn't live without!
Today all I own is 1 mascara and Helens lipstick!
I only needed make up to shield myself from the world! I don't need make up to feel pretty or sexy! What I need to feel amazing is just simply me!
6 years ago I was a fragile, totally lost girl, that wore make up to protect her feelings! When I had all that make up on, no one was able to hurt me, all they did was tell it to the mask I created on my face!
Today I might look tired A LOT but that's how I look because life is exhausting and I'm ok with it. I enjoy living so much more since I am myself without a mask!
And I still love watching make up tutorials!!! but watching is enough!! These girls and boys just look GORGEOUS!!!