18:14 I'm so anxious rn. Basically, this guy goes to my scouts and I really want to tell him the truth about what's going on becuase he always asks me if I'm okay and obviously I respond with "I'm fine" but there's something about him I'm not going to publicise for their privacy that makes them be able to understand everything and the thing I'm anxious about is that , since he's just a scout helper, he only comes sometimes,not every week like me , and if he doesn't come today I won't be able to let everything out and I'll feel horrible ugh please be there , I need to explain everything to you #suicide #selfharm #cutter #kms #ritzen #suicidal #suicidevideos #slitwrist #depression #depressedquotes #svv #triggerwarning #blood #selfhate #selfhater #selfharmmm #selfharmm #selfharmscars #scars #killme #suicidalthoughts #anxiety #selfmutilation #sh
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6 minutes ago
I hope we share the same idea that pain is losing everytime you have something to gain since it's a plain thought to always want to reign as it starts to rain so they don't know you're trying to train yourself not to strain a vein because you're just a stain in the eyes of those who complain about you smoking Mary Jane to calm your depression but, they don't dare ask about any chain of yours and that bloodstain on your shirt is because you couldn't contain your actions after doing cocaine and that's okay since you're perceived as insane even though it has been your thoughts that you can easily maintain. - - - #blood #bloody #satan #666 #aesthetic #aesthetics #scars #cuts #wounds #demons #darkness #dark #instagore #goreblog #grunge #bruises #depressed #depression #pain #suicide #suicidal #photography #poetry #sadboy #sadlife #drugs #die #dead #hurt #sad
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3 minutes ago
I’m afraid you won’t love me anymore, I’m afraid I’m going to lose you. I’m afraid you’ll replace me and find someone better than me. I’m afraid someone will make you happier than I can. I’m afraid you will lose interest in me, in us. ⟡ ⟡ ⟡ #depression #sad #hatemyself #worthless #broken #depressed #suicide #cutting #selfhate #done #lost #fuckedup #useless #anxiety #ugly #insecure #cutting #scars #lonely #alone #darkness #quotes #triggerwarning
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5 minutes ago
I tried creating a burn effect, just like branding (cause of the specific shape). I love the way it adds "badass" to a bare face. #makeup #makeuplook #selftaught #sfx #sfxmakeup #burn #ilovemakeup #playingwithmakeup #crazymakeups #tryingtomasterit #naturalmakeup #scars #latex #branding #specialeffectsmakeup
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7 minutes ago
Redid my post from yesterday as I hadn't proofread it and noticed last night that I had left out an 's' on 'help'. So here's a repost. Nobody's perfect right? Wrote this for a friend a while back, to try and cheer them up. It seemed to help them, so maybe it can help you too. #regret #pastsins #scars #wrongs #life #lifequotes #inspirationalquotes #inspire #motivationalquotes #motivate #quoteoftheday #quote #dailywisdom #wisewords #wordsoftheday #quotes #wisdom #dailyquote #jakequotes
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8 minutes ago
Das beschreibt genau, wie ich mich fühle...als würden alle mich loswerden wollen...sogar das Leben selber... und trotzdem werde ich hier gehalten...das ist so frustrierend... Warum darf ich nicht einfach gehen? Das wäre so viel einfacher...das würde so viele Probleme ersparen... Ich müsste zum Beispiel nicht seit über einer Stunde durch eine Tür mithören wie meine Mutter und meine Therapeutin über mich reden... Ich hasse warten...dann komme ich immer auf so dumme Ideen... Ich wünschte ich könnte hier weg... es ist schrecklich zu hören, wie meine Mutter über mich denkt. Nicht dass ich das nicht schon vorher wusste, aber es tut trotzdem weh... Naja...es heißt doch aus Fehlern soll man lernen...hoffentlich lernt das Leben aus mir... Ich will einfach nicht mehr....warum denken alle, sie hätten das Recht mit mir zu spielen? Ich kann verstehen, wenn mich fast alle hassen...aber können sie mich nicht einfach in Ruhe lassen? Ich habe doch nichts gemacht...oder? Bin ich selber an allem schuld? Bin ich an meinen Depressionen schuld ? Bin ich daran schuld, dass mich so viele Leute hassen? Bin ich schuld an meinem Leben? Das würde Sinn ergeben.... Ich bin ein Fehler... das ist alleine meine Schuld... #ritzen #suizid #sterben #einsam #leiden #schmerzen  #depressionen #wertlos #aufgeben #verletzen #selbsthass #gebrochen #verzweifelt #hatemyself #wannadie #weinen #bluten #tot #letmedie #lost #narben #scars #ugly #depression #wunden #leere #kälte Wenn jemand reden will, ich bin jederzeit da. Ich helfe gerne ❤️ Ich antworte immer ❤️ #hilfe #helfen #zuhören
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9 minutes ago
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9 minutes ago
In the heat of the moment when fear has you frozen. You're crashing and burning when life's at its coldest. Don't fall too far from who you are.. They can cut us but we'll wear our scars! ______________________________________________________ #iprevail #quote #scars #lyrics #metalcore #deathcore #metal #alternativegirl #metalgirl #blackismyhappycolor #blonde #polishgirl #polskadziewczyna #camouflage #outfitoftheday #instagood #ootd #makeup #onfleek #style #brows #lashes #lips #septum #piercing #snapchat #berlin #winter #wernichtwillderhatschon
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12 minutes ago
Selfies with Spencer- his ear fur looks like my hair line 😂😂😂🤘🏼🐶 this puppy has completed my life and completely changed my life for the better!!! Can’t wait til he is certified and can be with me 24/7, no matter where I need to go!! ❤️❤️❤️🐢🐶 #twinning #selfies #myson #rescuedog #servicedogintraining #cattledog #shepard #mondaymood #710 #fam #hegetsme #anxiety #ehlersdanlossyndrome #chronicpain #chronicillness #cbd #thc #ptsd #domesticviolence #scars #mentalhealth #mytherapy #wax #edibles
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13 minutes ago
I'm a woman. That means I break hard. And mend like a motherf@#; all sexy and full of heartbreakingly beautiful scars. SC #bw #coffeewithfriends #rebound #mending #scars
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13 minutes ago
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