"You can be shaped or you can be broken. There is not much in between . Try to learn. Be coachable. Try to learn from everybody, especially those who fail. This is hard... How promising you are as a student of the game of a function of what you can pay attention to without running away" - David foster Wallace, infinite jest . . Deciding to post this quote as my brain feels messy but it resonates for me currently, and as I'm sure it serves good food for thought lots of you if are trying to overcome or achieve anything mental health related or not. Lately I've been feeling rubbish about my self and my life situation. But I've gotta persevere, keep learning, keep growing, not give up when I see others do so. There's more life left for me . • • • • #depression #depressed #anxiety #ednos #ed #mia #bulimia #suicide #suicidal #selfharmmm #selfharmer #mentalhealth #mentalillness #borderline #bpd #ugly #sad #scars #eatingdissorder #edrecovery #recoveringaussies #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #davidfosterwallace
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5 minutes ago
Mein süßes Baby 🍀 Also, ich nehme seit gestern Sertralin. Letzte Nacht konnte ich kaum schlafen. Also ich war mehr wach als alles andere 😧 Dafür wiederum kam ich super gut aus dem Bett und bin auch jetzt ziemlich fit. Hab schon einiges erledigt heute. Nur jetzt ist es noch so früh und ich weiß nichts mehr mit mir anzufangen 😩 Ich würde voll gern wieder baden gehen. Wir wsren letzte Woche zweimal in einer Schwimmhalle. Das war so schön. Vorher war ich schon ewig nicht mehr richtig baden. Jetzt könnte ich jeden Tag schwimmen, schwimmen, schwimmen 🏊 Aber leider sind hier kaum Schwimmhallen in der Nähe. Oscar ist richtig ruhig und verschmust. Er hat gestern eine Impfung bekommen. Nur bekommt er Ende März nochmal eine. Bis dahin darf er noch nicht raus 😧 Findet er wohl ziemlich blöd. Kann ich verstehen. Aber den einen Monat schafft er jetzt auch noch 💪 #recovery #recoveryispossible #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #therapie #happy #healthy #borderline #bulimia #bulimie #borderlinepersonality #bpd #selfharmmm #selflove #depression #breathingunderwater #wunderwesen #oscar #cat #kitten
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9 minutes ago
In a few weeks, this little guy will be coming home with me! He's going to be my emotional support animal (esa), which is kinda like a pet but instead of just companionship, he'll also help me battle my mental illnesses. I've been discussing the idea with my parents and councillor for over a month, and we all finally agree it's a good idea and will probably help a lot. So, why do I need a esa? Since the start of 2018, my anxiety and depression have been really bad. There's been weeks where I haven't left the house because I feel so exhausted and don't see the point in tying anymore. I've avoided people as much as possible because I don't want to burden them with my problems, and I dobt have to try and explain my feelings. I've dropped out of college, relapsed into self harming habits and can't find happiness in anything. Hopefully, this little ball of fluff will help me deal with this. By having a puppy, I'll be forced to leave the house and interact with people in order to walk and train him. I can't spend days lying in bed because he'll rely on me to feed and exercise him. He'll give me something to keep fighting for, because I can't just give up on life and leave him alone, that wouldn't be fair on him. Not to mention he'll be there to cheer me up and calm me down when I'm having a bad time. No doubt this fuzzy guy will help to save my life many times. Obviously he won't fix my anxiety and depression- it'll still be there and I'll still have a lot of bad days, but he'll help me get through them 💖 He does need a name still, so comment ideas below! Something unique and different, that you don't hear every day -kesta - - Follow @anxiety.cant.beat.us for more - - Comment on our Sarahah (Link in bio) - - DMs are always open - - - TAGS: #anxiety #depression #selfharmmm #selfharm #socialanxiety #mentalhealth #selfconfidence #bodypositivity #safespace #personalitydisorder #anorexia #lgbt #gender #pansexual #gay #bisexual #agender #suicide #help #mentalillness #lesbian #cutting #transgender #ftm #mtf #equality
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1. About a year ago. 2. A razor blade. 3. Wrists, thighs, calves, upper arm, and face. 4. Yes 5. Maybe a week. 6. 2 people in my personal life. 7. At the moment, no, but I probably will in the future. 8. As of today, 1. 9. My family and a couple people from my personal life, so 7. 10. Not at the moment, but I did about a month ago. 11. Nope. 12. The first person was my mom, but I didn't tell her, she just found out. The first person I told was some girl from school. • • #cuttingchallenge #selfharmmm #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #challenge #anxiety #anorexia #sadness #sadquotes #sad #cutting #cuttingmyself #cuttingmyselftosleep #selfhate #selfharrm #selfharmscars #selfharmawareness #selfharm
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1 hour ago
I care about everybody, because i know how not being cared about feels. #depression #selfharmmm #selfhate #quote #alone #loner #lonely #sadness
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1 hour ago
I’m trying to be strong but it isn’t working “I’d die for you.. no wait I’ll live for you cause that’s harder to do” - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - #lgbtperth #pansexualteen #life #imdone #cutting #idontwanttobealiveanymore #ilovemyfollowers #ineedsomesleep #selfharmmm #donetrying #sickoflife #love #beyourself #quotes #sadquotes #bodypositive #bodylove #blackandwhitephoto #emo #itsme #amicoolnow #justbeingme #taken #ineedyou #ineedyouidiot #sadeyes
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1 hour ago
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