Sorry I fell asleep before I could post this.||| People have to realise that we can still be strong sometimes but when it gets to hard boom you lose motivation and your in a ball at the corner of a room. • • • #depression #suicidalthoughts #suicidal #helpme #selfharmmm #selfharmer #selfharn #cutting #quotes #deepthoughts💭 #deep #suicideawareness #selfharmawareness #life #lost #afraid #atelphobia #depressionquotes #darkness #silence #icutmyself #helpme #sadquotes #worthless #useless #cuttingmyself #selfharrm #depressed #anxiety #killme #svv
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Yes your physical appearance should not alter true love and cannot replace kindness. #selfhatred #selfham #selfharn #suicide #sorry #quotes #depression #depressing #depressionquotes #cuttingmyself #cutsandbruises
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I'll just type it down here in case it didn't crop properly. >>I hope he sees it How what he did affected me I hope he noticed and it plays over and over again in his head I hope he understand how much what he did harmed me But truth is he doesn't care He never did and never will I feel bad for her For that girl she doesn't know what she's walking into But that's how he works Spinning all his lies Manipulating his way to you Making you think that he cares But in reality he doesn't give a single fuck about anyone's feeling but his own Why do I keep doing this to myself I keep coming back to you But then again thats what you do You weave you lies in such a way that it seems impossible to leave You've hotwired my brain into making everything MY fault You're perfect there's nothing wrong with and if there is it's all because if me isn't it? Hey what's up I say starting the conversation And it goes on like it did before And then you do it Might of been in good fun but the memories come rushing back Your hand against my check causing a slight sting and causing me to step back I wanted to scream I wanted to cry I wanted to fight back But I just stood there and took it Why did I do that? It's wasn't dramatic or out of anger You just did in the middle of the conversation Maybe you thought it was funny Well of course you did because you never really cared about me or anyone else Maybe it was so easy for you to do that because you've done it so many times before that it just came so naturally Out of anger Your hand swong at me shaping me back to attention I remember that one the clearest just because moments before you were pushing me back against a wall Your hands wrapped around my neck cutting off my airways That was a year and a halve ago You changed right... for the better That's what I believed or wanted to believe I wanted to believe that there really was a second chance for everyone Yet here I am staring at you Blanked Angry, scared, sad and even confused But blanked I just stood there staring at you Not known if any of my emotions colored my face or if I was just a white canvas Would it have mattered? Would you have cared?
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In my defense, I had been clean for one month and a half...but that fact makes me feel a little bit shittier for fucking it up. I am able to control myself for some days before giving in to the urges, but they always win in the end, the thing is, I am not sure I want to stop. I finally made an appointment to see a psychotherapist next Tuesday, and my counselor is gonna come with me for the first appointment which is so cute from her but so embarrassing to me bc I’m fucking 22 y/o and I can’t make calls and go places by myself😫 They want me to tell my mom about this but honestly I’m so scared, I feel that she is going to hate me for this, like she provided help once before but now it will be just annoying and she will be so disappointed on me. On other news I started a job, it’s a super nice job according to everyone else but i can’t feel the emotion or motivation from everyone else, i feel empty, plus i have no time to do the things that I actually like to do (play piano, read, work out) and one of my biggest fears in life os job consuming my life💔 i’m just so scared of next week. If i’m not able to go out tp a fucking party how will i function at work. I wrote this under the influence of zolpidem so sorry. Have you ever heard from nootropics? If you have let me know in the comments i want to try those. #depressed #depression #anxiety #anxious #sad #pain #mentalillness #selfharn #selfinjury #blood #gore #grunge #cuts #cutting #pale #sick #tired #overwhelmed #suicide #suicidal #triggerwarning
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i scratched my hands until blisters formed and i ended up popping them open...i have really bad urges to cut but i don't want my gf to get mad at me again.. • • • • • #tumblr #notmine #blackwhite #stress #sadness #mentalhealth #depression #depressed #depressing #suicide #suicidal #selfhate #selfharn #tw #suicidequotes #depressionquotes #quotes #sadquotes #anxiety
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