There's times I feel like I don't have a Dad. My dad's bipolar and EVERY DAY we don't know what we're going to get with his mood swings. It's tough. Especially when back in high school and growing up, I had a pretty good relationship with him. Up until a little after high school graduation. Let's just say he's done A LOT of hurt with mainly words and actions when free wanted to leave a few times, but then my saint of a mother let him back. But he hurt me in different ways than most and he lost all trust with and a few of my siblings. I'm there oldest of 6 kids. 3 go, 1 boy, 2 girls. And with one sister married and the one in between having a boyfriend and I'm still single at 27. It's tough..
I have trauma of a bad experience I never asked for to happen, I struggle about getting married, and yet, I feel in my heart so many times that I'm going to have a husband one day who will love me and cherish me and be complete opposite. I know I'll find someone who can be such an AMAZING father to my future children one day (first I need a bf and get married haha), and one that will be a teacher, best friend, playmate and many more to my kids..
Until that day, I'm going to still love my dad best I can of course but I also my real Dad is my Heavenly Father, my God and He knows me better than I know myself. So go hug you dad's and husband's and Tell them you love them and tell them thank you for being the best dad's to your family..
So here's my challengs for the day.
#bellesbookishsummer Series right now I'm actually in the mood to read a bit of Vampire Academy book 3.
#fangirlinginjune and #junebookblooms18 Father's Day~fictional dad in doing something different and saying Luke from the Mortal Instruments .
#happyfathersday to all those amazing dad's out there! #bookstagram#bookworm#bookish#books#book#booklove#booklover#bookaddict#read#reader#reading#readaholic#bookgeek#bookaholic#vampireacademy#shadowkiss#richellemead#series#bookseries
I was about to start listening to Chapter Ten in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K Rowling (performed by Jim Dale), but when I heard Jim Dale announce that Chapter Ten is "The Marauder's Map" chapter, I paused it and went to get my Marauder's Map Candle from @cauldroncandleco! . . . .
As you can see in Photo One above, the candle is now burning (behind me). Its scent is vanilla and parchment. . . . .
And it's being watched over by my Dad and Mom! Happy Father's Day to all the dads out their, especially my Dad (no longer with us ) and brother! . . . .
Photo Two shares the audiobook, paused at the very beginning of Chapter Ten so that I'll get to hear Jim Dale announce that I'm listening to "The Marauder's Map" chapter for one more time. . . . .