text to from my art acc: "i feel like i have been walking through europe half asleep. i feel like i am missing out on so many experiences because i'm letting my mental health get the better of me. i wish i had the capability of constantly doing things and going out, but instead i sit in parks for hours at a time staring at trees and animals wondering when i'll wake up from this constant day dream." -- i feel like the world is constantly moving to fast or too slow around me. and my brain can't quite figure it out. it is either racing and moving too fast for anyone to keep up or moving at such a slow speed that sitting alone for hours takes too much energy. i wish it would stop, at least for a bit.