It is a struggle for me to stay positive this morning. Still I watch as things fall apart beyond my control. All I can do is watch and try not to lose my self while I'm at it. .....it's probably all just brain inflammation anyways.....
....I need a shower. Not to get clean, but to warm up. Temps dropped to 16 degs last night. I'm cold. I have applied to over a hundred places for work since January, had many interviews, still nothing. I wish I knew what was wrong with me so I could fix it. I don't really want to end up in jail because I exist in pain and can't pay my bills.... ...... Someone want to buy a picture?