In case those who wondering why I prefer to be ALONE for the rest of my life, it's bcuz a few reasons: I'm not good enough for love, I don't want to get hurt again if my heart was gonna feel down, there are most complicated things about me that others wouldn't be able to understand, it's part of Zodiac Sign. I do what I can to keep myself on locked down, in a cage inside my room. It's for my own good. But I also do it for the interest of people in case they think I'm too much and they wouldn't want me around. I know exactly what it's to be Alone. The Hulk was Alone. The Punisher was Alone. Spider-Man was Alone. Wolverine was Alone. I've seen them all Be Alone by themselves. And now I'm part of world with that kind of feeling. But still A Friend who will ALWAYS be there to help and then has to go in case if I was too much trouble. Being ALONE is what I was meant for. It ain't fun, but it's for my own good. Trust me. By the way, I love Spider Man. Best Movie of All Times.
3 hours ago
Just Finished watching one of my Favorites, Spider-Man. Best Marvel Movie Ever. My Dad loves Marvel Movies more than I do. In fact, my Dad has Read Comic Books for almost 30 years, if I remember correctly when he told me. Need is to say is that I've been in love before back in High School. My first lasted for only 3 weeks during spring break. Didn't turn out so good. I did Everything I can to make her happy and she broke my heart for nothing. My second only lasted for ONE single night on Halloween, the day after my Birth. And she to breaks my heart for no reason. So as I understood what my Uncle @EddieGSicFk told me one time on Thanksgiving 2 or 3 years ago about what Zodiac Sign I am, that's where I Stopped Everything so I wouldn't have to be hurt Ever Again. Ever since my uncle told me about my Zodiac Sign of a Scorpio, that's Where I Started to be ALONE FOREVER. And I never had a Girlfriend since or hanged out with Friends or anything to do or someone to hang with. I just always went to school, waited to graduate, look for a job, make as much money as good as I can, fast as I can, come home, eat, workout, play video games, watch movies, and the last thing is worrying about my Dad for his Health Troubles. I can feel for love, but I can't fall in love. It's within my #ScorpioZodiacSign to feel for love but not to fall in love. Believe me, I wish I could be love with someone but I can't. Everyone in my family is in love except ME. I'm all that's left for love. And God Himself knows how important love is to me, but there's something within me that wouldn't do so good for Everyone. So it's better for me to be ALONE for the Rest of my Life. But I will still Always be there to help those that need my help. Being Alone is what I was meant for. Helping people is my job and mission bcuz work for God, not The Devil. I am what I am, but deep down, I'm still EVERYONE'S FRIEND.